Family

love of family is life's greatest blessings.

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I was born in a complete family.

a Hard worker father

a loyal mother

2 elder brothers

1 elder sister

and I am the youngest one.

Actually I live in a quite enough family.

I have enough for me.

Actually I get what i want.

But, there's always but.

My parents taught us so hard and bold since we were kids.

We need to earn money for buying things that we want, such like toys and other unnecessary things.

But something like, clothes, School things, books we were well provided.

That's why i am growing be like this kind of woman.

My father is a hard worker man, I think every man have to be a hard worker one to fulfill what his family needs.

I am adore for his work hard and I think it's payoff actually, but human is never enough right.

There's a hard times though, ups and down, rolling like a roller coaster.

Since me and my brothers sister were taught for being soooooooooooooo modest, even in the hard times we did not feel the circumstances affect Us so much.

When i was graduated from high school, my father did not allow me to work at the office where i am working, He wants me to go to University.

I already submitted to one of big university in Jakarta and got A score, but I ignored it.

Why? because i did not know what subject i really want to go at that time, i expected to the higher grade university and I thought it would be a waste if  my father pay for such a not serious me.

So i decided to not go to the University at that time.

I already mentioned before in the older post that me & my father is really identic. We have an identic behavior.

I don't like to change things until it needs to be changed.

Once i buy, I will buy the greatest grade of things and I won't change it until it broken and could not be fix.

and it's all same with my father.

In my old home,

we all have a super long last things. We all have tube tv in each rooms that long lasting, we never change it. I moved to my old home since I was  about 5 till 2 years ago, soooooo it was about 18 years. *clap hands for my familyyyy*

and we never complain about that, because we always feel enough.

or maybe, because we can't complain to our father he is just too superior, what we feel don't suite to us, challenge us to provide it ourself. clap hands to my dearest father

Since i have moved to this house where i am living, all the things are brand new.

and my norak behavior appear. hahaha..

I am not familiar with a flat TV before, a brand new AC and so on. I am not a high tech human. hahahha

Life is hard, I keep trying to remind myself even though how hard my life is, stay grateful.

Regards,