I believe in karma.

When  you do good you will get good things. If you done bad, you will get bad things.

pretty sure I believe in it.

***

Last saturday me and my bestfriends had a sweet escape after a ( gak banget ) drama.

Finally we made it. 

a quick escape to Bandung.

five of us.

I love traveling in a small numbers, not so many thoughts not so many desires to be granted.

( From Left ) Me, little baby Bella, Febiola, Jessica, Livia

We were friends since high school, we talked so many things from unnecessary until serious things.

We were a travel mate too before, we had Malaysia Singapore in 2012. (Again) 4 of us.

We talk everything from what we don't like, what we mad at, we sure had to adapt into each other behave but bestfriends will always stick together. though maybe we don't go out really often because each of us have busy busy things.

Since Jessica move to my company, we like to have lunch together again. once a week. it just like a routine for us.

We love to eat BLT ( Our favorite Bakso! yuhuuu! we can eat bakso 1 bowl each person add another special fried rice. we are a monstergirl ) hahahha

Last escape, my friend's baby was also joining us. 

the baby bella.

She is a super cute baby. nice. cute. easy to handle and so on. She is just way sooooooooooo cute!

we can talk easily in front of her, and she did not mind. 

We can sang out loud in the car and she did not mind.

She is just way soooo easy and cute.

This was Our first trip by driving alone.

Thanks to livia who (luckily ) love to drive! hahaha

I only drove into half way to Bandung, only until rest area. 

And the rest, Livia who drove. yuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu... Lucky me!

We talked so many things, we were singing out loud in the car, we were gossiping people yeaaa, we were joking and laugh as hard as Our work hard. With them, how tough life can be sooooooo funny. so shit! hahaha.. But we still talking of serious kind of things.

Each of us are chasing goals in our life.

Febiola is a good entrepreneur, career woman, a wife and good mom. She is pretty good in manage financial. All of us want to work in her company! uh!

Jessica is a good at talking and marketing, she is also good in career, she has a quite high salary. She is a pretty and fashionable one among us.

Livia is good at having new friends, She is way tooooo much care to someone even more to people She just knew, Sooo being a tour leader is just the way she is.

and me? I'm glad to have them in my life. ^^

We love to bully each other so we laugh till hurt. We share many things together. Jacket, Shampoo, skincare, clothes, hat, bag, note book in highschool and so on hhahhahahaha

Hope our friendship last forever. 

Regards,

Parents

Have you ever heard this statement, " if you do good to your parents, if you sacrifice for your parents, You're indeed will be blessed. You will be blessed in much more way. "

Have you??

I personally think, is this true?

I often to let go of good or even gold chance ( i think ) in my life because of unstable circumstances in my home.

I still feel disappointed for what I let go of, because it's something like i am chasing for.

I keep trying to surrender until suddenly I got another chance that bigger than before.

I got another big chance for me.

is not it a blessings from my parents?

Still can't believe with this chance. I am sure will take it. I will and I have to. I wantt it! Excited!

Regards,

Separated

Some other family may survive with separation.

They survive without their family along them.

Some kind like their father go work abroad. Years without family. Season changes without family.

And still they have to survive.

What do I need to do?
Just being grateful.

Regards,

English

Hay guys, you may read all of my posts are in english right?

it does not mean I am good in English.

You can read how poor my tenses.

but why i am not writing in Indonesian?

Well it's because my Indonesian vocabulary is really not well enough too.

errrrrrrrrr...

When I lead group, most of my super kind guests told me to read more books to improve my Indonesian vocabulary.

really ! i swear! seriously! 

My english vocabulary is also not good. but Indonesian is way tooo much kiasan words

Soooo please understand me, well I can't force you to understand me. You guys are not my husband or my family. hahahah

But this is me. 

Regards,

Family

love of family is life's greatest blessings.

***

I was born in a complete family.

a Hard worker father

a loyal mother

2 elder brothers

1 elder sister

and I am the youngest one.

Actually I live in a quite enough family.

I have enough for me.

Actually I get what i want.

But, there's always but.

My parents taught us so hard and bold since we were kids.

We need to earn money for buying things that we want, such like toys and other unnecessary things.

But something like, clothes, School things, books we were well provided.

That's why i am growing be like this kind of woman.

My father is a hard worker man, I think every man have to be a hard worker one to fulfill what his family needs.

I am adore for his work hard and I think it's payoff actually, but human is never enough right.

There's a hard times though, ups and down, rolling like a roller coaster.

Since me and my brothers sister were taught for being soooooooooooooo modest, even in the hard times we did not feel the circumstances affect Us so much.

When i was graduated from high school, my father did not allow me to work at the office where i am working, He wants me to go to University.

I already submitted to one of big university in Jakarta and got A score, but I ignored it.

Why? because i did not know what subject i really want to go at that time, i expected to the higher grade university and I thought it would be a waste if  my father pay for such a not serious me.

So i decided to not go to the University at that time.

I already mentioned before in the older post that me & my father is really identic. We have an identic behavior.

I don't like to change things until it needs to be changed.

Once i buy, I will buy the greatest grade of things and I won't change it until it broken and could not be fix.

and it's all same with my father.

In my old home,

we all have a super long last things. We all have tube tv in each rooms that long lasting, we never change it. I moved to my old home since I was  about 5 till 2 years ago, soooooo it was about 18 years. *clap hands for my familyyyy*

and we never complain about that, because we always feel enough.

or maybe, because we can't complain to our father he is just too superior, what we feel don't suite to us, challenge us to provide it ourself. clap hands to my dearest father

Since i have moved to this house where i am living, all the things are brand new.

and my norak behavior appear. hahaha..

I am not familiar with a flat TV before, a brand new AC and so on. I am not a high tech human. hahahha

Life is hard, I keep trying to remind myself even though how hard my life is, stay grateful.

Regards,

Excitement

I'm jut like a little kid who will have a fieldtrip tomorrow.

I am so excited just to see it!

Can't wait to have time to see it by my own.

Want to see how it goes along with my expectation.

OMG! That was so purfeeect for me! Aaaaah! So in love!

Regards,

Marriage

Marriage is a sacred things, indeed. Everyone wish for once in a life time marriage.

aww, in my current age, my friends one by one is getting married. 

and in my current age, my friends one by one ask me : ' When will you get married ? "

Ouchhh..

I will reply : ' just save your angpao big for me! '


Regards,

Judgement

Don't ever judge someone, if you don't know about her/him. Wether You know, you still not appropriate to judge them, because you don't know how they really feel.

***

In the mean time, I think I meet a  180° kind of person.

They are nice people. I love them in different way. 

One is from the rich family, money is not a really matter problem for them, If we see them from the outside. While the other one is from the ordinary family, I can't say them poor, because well we can't judge them by the outside though. 

Everyone has their own problems, right? 

From the nicest look, from the proper living place, it does not measure how good Their life. 

From the happiest smile, the hardest laugh, it does not say how fun their life (too).

I heard how tough some people's life. 

How They through Their life, well i can't say how them feel, becauseeee i can't feel it though. 

I believe, everyone has a different feeling for what they'd been through though it maybe the same stories, but it will never be the same situations for each other.

Everyone has their own background for being them right now. 

Regards,