I am being a person who is getting more more can not express what i feel.
too bad.
even by words.
hmm..
I hemm
met
mm.
saw
or passed by.
a man who's advertising an insurance on the way to office
so conservatively advertise
an middle age man
but still fighting by him
just like people who is on demonstration who bring a signboard, yes he is doing that advertisement that way.
with his motorbike by his side.
once in a while i see him in few times..
and just before tonight when i was going back off from office
i again passed by him
he is sitting on the pedestrian walk
everybody might notice how there is a middle age man sitting on the pedestrian walk, showing off a flat, tiring face with a blank eyes.
oh GOD pls bless him.
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yesterday's night i went to a food street stall in pluit.
quite full. people come and go to this big stall.
and standing there ( again ) middle age man, selling tissue.
his face show how pathetic and tired he is but still he is standing there, trying to sell.
people passing by in and out ignoring him
i see some people may break for a while for buying his tissue, maybe because of emphatic over than needed the tissue.
me as well was giving him a small amount of money.
trying to be a kind person in the hard world.
GOD pls bless him.
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some other day, when i went home i ( again ) passing a two beggar.. hmmm
one man and one older lady maybe his mom
what i got shock and keep remembering about it is..
the man' eyes..
the eyes are both bugged (?) emmm how can i describe it well...
everyone who seen my know that the man got disease that affected to his eyes
his eyes like somewhat want or almost being out.
the eye ball somewhat is being out almost 80% from the place
that memory still remind in my mind.
hmmmmmm
GOD pls bless him and his family
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My mom
pls bless my mom and my dad and my family
i dont know how i feel towards her
she is truly a strong mom
i hope i could be her child again in the next life but with her healthy body and mind.
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