Cambodia

Tuesday, October 22, 2019

I have been going so many beautiful countries, see so many different cultures, from the super power country to the lowest.

Last country I visited was Cambodia and it's really impressed me.
I am being impressed not by the beautiful country, not by the luxury grand skycrapper, not by a super modern city not all of them.
I am being impressed by the modest city.

I was just had chance 2Days 1night visited only 1 city, Siem Reap.
Siem reap is a cultural & tourism city, the capital is Pnom phen ( OMG, it's really hard to write it, pardon me but i know you got what i mean )
Siem reap is where the Angkor wat lie and also the  terrify killing field pol pot located.

The history of Cambodia is really sorrowful.
Our country is muchhhhhhh better than them.
Our country have strength and definitely grow.
Them? Yes they are growing slowly but they have no strength.
Polpot once said that he will make cambodia back into zero year.
And i think he is succeed.

It's not about the government has no strength but either the citizens. Citizens are tired with the government and yess they are just (maybe) give up.

It's all only from point of view and also from articles i read. I have no bussiness into any other side of government or party.

Back to the impressment.

Well..
You'll never feel harm with this city and the people, thought it's already late night.
The criminal is only 1% in the country.
The people smile at you with the empty smile.
The tiring faces are all around.
The city is just way tooooo old i feel.
The dust is everywhere. Road, cars, houses.
 There are only 2 malls in this city which one of the mall even smaller than mall taman palem, smaller than gajah mada.
And the mall is not crowded.

The things from cambodia are so cheap.
What i will remember my whole life,
When i went to angkor wat,
There were lots of kids selling souvenir.
The souvenirs were super cheap.
You'll be following by the kids when you go there.
The kids ask you to buy their staff.
Example :
Magnet from 3pc 1$, become 4pc 1$ then finally become 6pcs 1$.
Can you imagine??
6pcs = approch IDR 14.500
1pc = appr 2000RP
Can you pls let me know any other country that sell cheap as well like this??
All magnets are same were made in china.
Wherever you go, singapore, malaysia.
But you'll never find  1pc 2000rp 🙈.
Super sad.

The travel book like lonely planet they sell it 3$.
Omg, the book are so great full of color and they sell it only 3$.

Night market as well, i dont feel the crowd it's 180° with night market at Bkk.
Theres no crowd in the night market.
You can bargain into more than half if you have no heart.
Some of the seller accept the amount of bargain i think just for cash needed.
You can find 1 tshirt souvenir only 1$.
You cant ask the quality.
But either way you'll find also same poor quality in the another country with higher price.

Soooooooooo it was really touched my heart.

Well the food are nice quite same with the thailand taste.
They have no minimum wage.
No good quality of university.
No free school
No free hospital
All paid.

All of the citizens are surviving themself to live.
Though i say everything are cheap for me.
But they are surviving,
Can you imagine when they sell their stuff the cheapest 1$.
And everything there also the cheapest 1$.
What do they get??
How can they live???
Is there any make sense????

Visiting this country make me a super grateful was born as indonesian and living in Indonesian.
All of us just really need to be grateful since so many people want to be us.

Many thanks


Random talk

Monday, October 21, 2019

D : Daisy
A : Augusta

D : I feel lost, i am not good at making people love me.
A : no need many people love you, you just need few and really love you, like me and your family.
D : Righttttttttttttttttttttt *give a hug*




Short question

I had been reading my old posts and realized that mostly all of my posts are about grateful thankful.

And there's lost phase and still lost now.

And now i am questioning myself.
Ever since so many grateful posts,
Isnt it show me how ungrateful i am?

Random post 2019

Saturday, August 3, 2019

Been excited to manage money for last few weeks.
feels like, OMG! Thank God that i found this forum.
show up what i really interested to.
Can't wait to manage the money!

***
First day of period and it kills me.

***
Been exercising for last few weeks.
muay thai with my office mate
swimming with my JHS's mate.
I feel so good!

***
Been in touch and more socialize with many old friends.

***
Last month before my wedding day, hope it run smooth.

***
Feeling of doing nothing since today is my first day of period

***
Too grateful to have my lifetime partner like him

***
Feeling grateful of my family.

***
weight gain. damn! but feel healthier. :)

On Time

Wednesday, June 19, 2019

I believe that God's timing will never too late and never too early.

We can't compare our life to others since each of us has different fate.

some lucky some (i'm not gonna say bad because bad seems permanent) not lucky enough.

Some people may find their lifetime partner in time
Some people may find their lifetime partner takes detour

I know people who takes detour in their life to find their soulmate.
woman who has kids and find new one.

I won't judge, since i don't know their intern problems.

But what i wanna do is, incredible applouse to a gentlemen who accept the flaws.

He has the right to choose a woman who (maybe) has the same background as him.

When he decided to marry the woman,
it means
He accept the woman and also the kids as well.
He accept to responsible of the woman's life and also the kid(s) as well.
He must to convice his family and people surround him that his choice is right.

I am simply adore to the men like this. a rare one right. 💓

Regards



a lifetime partner

A special page dedicated for him.

hahaha

I am preparing my wedding which is 2 and half months left!

Well, since I am a woman. there's might lots of things to be thought. 
For an every detail of it from a simple to the important one.
I am quite perfectionist for every decision that i  made.
many examples to explain but let me tell you one of it :
Invitation, i want the colors are soft, which is mix of soft pink, soft peach and white.
i don't want the flowers too full in the invitation, ah the position of the chinese invitation are wrong.
which color do you think best suite for this invitation? dusty pink or Gold?
how about the chinese invitation? gold or black like the english one? (Just think how many revise for this? hahahha)
Many - many things i think in detail. I ask everyone close to me ( It's only my sister and him anyway haha )
Actualy I already have my choice anw, i ask their answer only for making sure my choice is right.
but if their answer is different to mine, I will ask why are they choose that one? if the reason is logically right, I will try to defend from mine and think about it again.
can you imagine, it's quito long process only for 1 vendor. hahaha..

and I am so thankful that i have a partner like Him.
how swing my mood is
how awful i am
he will patiently calm me and answer every question i ask. 
I know every girl will feel the same about her partner.
and this is me feeling thankful about him.

He will always give me the reason why of every answer.
and the important one, He will always convice me about everything i doubt for.
this is important.
since the beginning i already told him that i need always to be convinced about many things.
sure i am imperfect but yes he is sure accept me so far.😊

I had always ask him : ' are you sure about me? are you sure for taking the next step of life? '
he : ' I am sure and will never change '
I keep asking the same question to him, It's boring right? but he never change his tone to answer my question. 
So, since the beginning of 2019 I am so sure for taking the next step of my life with him. 😊

Let's rock and roll the world together!

Regards



 
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