I'm growing in the family where you don't go to hospital or even doctor when you got sick, until the diseases become worst.
and luckily i'm growing sooo healthy, so rare to got sick.
I amm a super planner girl, I always think many steps ahead forrrrrr myself in the future.
So, i always make a backup plan for myself.

But, lately my body is not that good like it used to be, I easily got sick last few years..
I think since I entered the college.
when the weather changes, my body's drop.
when the wind is just toooo cold, my body's drop.
soooo easy, but still.. I am not that kind to go to hospital or doctor for that matter.  ( it become my habit to follow how's my family is doing about it. )

But until some of my diseases or i would like to say to myself 'abnormal' things happen to my body, I had to go to hospital.

and just yesterday, i visited one of my 'past and beloved' routine doctor. ( but hopefully i don't want to visit you that regularry )

before entering the clinic, i need to check my blood pressure and weight as usual.

Me : " Sus, When did the last time i come here ? "
Sus : While opening the previous page : " February last year "
Me : " Woo... it's been a long time yaa sus. How heavy i was ? "
Sus :  " 53 back then. for almost 2 years you just boost up 3kgs, isnt it good right. "
Me : " Wooo.. "

Regards,

We are as human need to remind ourself to keep thankful right?

sometimes, i am wondering in the middle of blank mind..
" What's the purpose of my life? "

What's the goals in my life?

Yes I already set my goals, because i hate doing something without goals.
but, yess.. as human there will be a time for... questioning all the things, right?

Sometimes i'm clueless, What am i doing? until when will i doing this fucking routines?
How to boost up the mood? I am totally lost.

do you notice, all of my posts are not that details.
Still, Privacy has its place.

As the youngest in the family, I feel lost.
When i see my brothers sister already goood for many things.
But what me??

I am in the productive age.
When i see my friends.
I  just see how smart student in school is just a smart student in school.
Not all the smart student could smart at the office as smart as they used to be.

I really see  how my friends in the several industries.
They are really great (many of them).
Who can imagine when the boys who love to play in the school could be a teachers?
Who can imagine when the boys who never cook, could be the famous chef and great entrepreneur??
Who can imagine when the girls can turn to be the famous model on social media?
Who can imagine your friend next to you can be that great in the famous international office?
Who can imagine your very best friend can have so many talent for many great things ??
Who can imagine your veryyy best buddy can be a super famous selebgram?

Do i have that thing to be admire about?

Regards,

10D Spain Portugal by QR Dep. 18Sep

As per title mentioned above, so this sure i would like to share about my opinion, bringing this group.

This group is totally my turning point, it made me much more confident. 

Since I met some rude guests that caused some bad memories in my mind, in the end of this group is totally my turning point. 

I could say, i passed the challenge that I made for myself. 

But, like prayer.. 

something can't work only by we prayed for it. But we need an effort to make it work so it can work. 

so does it..

the success of this group not only because of me, but also because of the guests itself.

thanks to the so gooooooooood guests. 

thanks for being so funny in the bus so the many 6hrs drive being not so boriiiing. 

I think, I really all out for this group. since I was really afraid, because this is my very first time, place my foot in the Europe. 

You guys are so mean for me, I would never forget all of you. 

May the luck always be with me, everytime i bring group. :)

Regards,